July 27, 2012

(I felt very blue this day)
(I heard {"don’t worry we’ll support you)”

Please show me what is good in the world today, for I do not see the good.
I see the evil that lies in wait for the unsuspecting.

Today I can see the sun pushing through this great cloud that is obscuring my faith and love.

Two sides of the coin sort to speak

I have trained myself to talk of peace and love and kindness, the golden rule.

I am disappointed and rejected when my efforts go unnoticed or without vibration, without movement.

I am pitying myself many will say.

In addition, the more someone says I am broken the more I resent their interference.

I want to see the truth in my everyday. I want to see the good, and the bad.

I will not blind myself to see only pink shadows of reality; I do need to see the beauty today.

I am interested in the world, its beautiful places, and its wonders of Gods creations. I rejoice in its energy and smells.

I feel like lying down in green pastures to look at the sky: talk to myself and God of serious subjects.

I pity the animals and wildlife that is in mans ugly hands of greed and grief. Trees slaughtered in the sweat of greed and hunger.

Trees can talk to you if you listen. They breathe for us. They smell for us. They live for us!

In return, they are slaughtered for a meal or two.

Friends die along with their offspring for the pleasure of it.

Did God create this mess? No I say. I have, I am included in humanity.

Let me SEE, FEEL, and speak of goodness, greatness of compassion, kindness and paradise.

Let me not be seen as a radical nut. Let me be seen, as I am... woman of God, love of family, seeker of truths that make the planet go round.

Let me seek the magic in the air.

Let me bow out when I am tired and ready to see the ugly.

I am many things, but I m not broken. I just feel blue today.

Allow me to be today.